we just don't know

One moment they're alive and kicking and the next they're just gone. Now I'm faced with getting rid of them. Do I have them surgically removed or do I deliver them? Seems like a crazy question Dr's ask you but the more you sit and think on it the more reasonable it seems. I went with a delivery. My uterus will contract faster and I'll loose less blood and it's less invasive. Since the beginning of finding out I had trap sequence triplets the abounding answer has been "we just don't know" .....I don't know what it'll be like to deliver stillborn babies. I don't know if I'll ever be the same. Perhaps I'll come out stronger and empowered. I just don't know but here goes.